There are so many sacrifices,
too many.
That i have to make, just because of a sport.
I don't know what to do.

I don't like this feeling.
I don't like being stressed out and pressured all the time.
I dont like to think so much.
I hate this feeling, so much so that i can kill myself now.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Is there anyone out there,
because its getting harder and harder to breathe.

Lam has moved.